My Plans for A Bigger and Brighter Future

Sometimes I ask myself this question “ What’s going  happen to me after I leave my school environment?” That question can reduce me to tears in a matter of minutes. What if I don’t go to the place I want to go to? I’ll tell you what’s going happen to me, I’ll be sitting at home doing nothing, that’s something that I don’t want to happen! I want to be able to earn my own income to ease the burden of my Mum & Dad. I want to be able to go out on my own to enjoy a nice dinner with my extended family. I still have 2 years to learn how to go out on my own. I have high hopes that I’ll be able to go out on my own someday, hopefully that one day will come soon. But what am I pulling my hair out now? I should just enjoy my last 2 years in school enjoying myself and learn as much as I can within the two-year period. But at the same I can’t stop thinking about my plans for a bigger and brighter future.