My Favourite Final 1 contestant

Hello everyone, is anyone watching The Finial 1 on channel 5? Well if you are I'm going to tell about one contestant that has caught my eyes over the past weeks. His name is Shaun Jansen I must say that he’s the best looking among all of the contestants! He is really talented I think he has the talent to be an artist in the Singapore music industry. He’s not only good at singing English songs he’s also good at singing Chinese songs, the other day I was watching the judges’ choice edition of the show and I heard him singing and it was AMAZING So, vote for him via the facebook I’ll include the link below See You Soon

Facebook voting link:https://apps.facebook.com/the_final_one/?fb_source=bookmark_favorites

A Walk To Remember

One of my of biggest dreams is to get a job to support my family, and myself I planned to get some training after I leave my current school. I have spoken to a person that I know that works at the training center that I wish to enrol into after I leave school and one of things that she told me was that I had to ride the train on my own to the training center to attend the classes that I want to enrol into. So today I tried to walk all the way to the nearest trains station using my walking aid. I must say it was a rather hot and tiring one hour walk, but today my class went down to the sheltered workshop in my school, these words kept repeating in my head when I was there the words were “ I want to find a job that can provide for my family I don’t want to come here!!” When I got home I told my mum to show me the to way the train station, she said ok.

And so at 4:07 we embarked on our walk to the train station. Once I went into the hot sun I quickly regretted going out at that time because it was really hot I wanted to give up but I used what I saw this morning as motivation to push myself forward to finish what I started. I was almost reaching the train station I was like “ YES I MADE IT!!” Then I saw my grandaunt’s car my grandaunt came to send us home. Once I got to the void deck of my block my mum bought me a can of ice lemon tea as a light refreshment. Sometimes You Must Push Your Yourself To Your Limits To Get What You Want.

The Steps To My Bigger & Brighter Future

In my last post I talked about my plans for a bigger and brighter future, this is the follow up on that post. Ok this post is going to be about things I have to do to pave my way to that bigger and brighter future that I envisioned for myself.

Step 1 Improve Social Skills

The first thing I think I need to improve on would be my social skills. I really need to boost my self-esteem and self-confidence, both of which I extremely lack. But I just can’t seem to find that boost that I really need. On the other hand I have to stop being self – centred, but sometimes I can’t help it I just have to talk about myself till people get bored of me and start avoiding me. My family has shared with me this saying” “The world is not only about yourself.” Till this day I’m still trying to find the meaning behind that saying. My social skills extremely lack around the people  my age because, I don’t really like the topics that they talk about like games and all that kind of stuff, I wish that one day I can find friends that enjoy blogging and music as much as I do, so that we give blogging ideas to one another or when we need some advice on how to improve on our blogs we can just ask each other, but not many people update their blogs nowadays. :(

Step 2 Build Upper Body Strength

The next thing I think that I must improve on for a better future would be to build my upper body strength, so that it will be easier for me to wheel myself on my wheelchair to anywhere I want to go. But the thing is I’m sacred of the dangerous things that might happen to me when I’m outside such as falling, being stared at and injuring myself. The other thing is that I always forget to do my push-ups; I need to stop being lazy and start living an active life if I want to have a brighter future.

Step 3 Learn How To Ride The Train

Once I build enough upper body strength, I would then wheel myself to the train station to learn how to ride the train. From there I can live my dream of going out on my own. I can go for a nice dinner with my extended family without my mum & dad. Or go shopping with my aunts.

Step 4 Go For Some Training

Once I know how to ride the train I would to go to one training center in Singapore to get some training to pick up some skills, which can be useful to me in a workplace environment. The skills that I would like to pick up would be talking to people to sell things or Photoshop. Then after I finish the training I can look for a job to support my family and myself. It’s like a staircase that I have to walk up. At the end of the staircase is a door the door that leads me to my goals. I want to open up that door that I see at the end of the staircase and stay there. Thanks For ReadingJ

My Plans for A Bigger and Brighter Future

Sometimes I ask myself this question “ What’s going  happen to me after I leave my school environment?” That question can reduce me to tears in a matter of minutes. What if I don’t go to the place I want to go to? I’ll tell you what’s going happen to me, I’ll be sitting at home doing nothing, that’s something that I don’t want to happen! I want to be able to earn my own income to ease the burden of my Mum & Dad. I want to be able to go out on my own to enjoy a nice dinner with my extended family. I still have 2 years to learn how to go out on my own. I have high hopes that I’ll be able to go out on my own someday, hopefully that one day will come soon. But what am I pulling my hair out now? I should just enjoy my last 2 years in school enjoying myself and learn as much as I can within the two-year period. But at the same I can’t stop thinking about my plans for a bigger and brighter future.

The most inspiring person ever!!:)

I used to think that I was the only person that had to suffer the thought of not being able to walk. I used to ask myself “ Why was I born like this?” My family and friends tried to comfort me it only worked for a few weeks. But one fine day, my mum asked me to watch a DVD, that my cousin borrowed her. When I was watching the DVD I saw a man with no arms or legs! He was giving a talk to a school of children; I was shocked to find out that he was a university graduate. I was thinking “ Wow!! Even a person with no arms or legs can finish university!” His name is Nick. I was even more amazed when I found out he got married. He has had the chance to sky dive out of a plane. He’s a truly an inspiration to me because he made me feel me better about myself. He thought me to follow my dreams! See you